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salam...
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Petang sabtu (5:02 ptg)

hujan lebat mencurah2...aty trase x sng..gelisah mnggu bile ujan akn berenti.(ceh,cam nk wat nvel jek....)aq doa byak2 kat Allah spye ujan brenti.skjap pon jd lah...rse nak nangis pon ade gak time uh bile pkir blik pe yg ezaty ckap kat aq...die roh aq blek awl bab tkot tket kol 6.30 n above abis...die x nak aq jd cam die kne ritu...sumpah wei,bkn x nak ikot ckap die...tp mmg ltih sgt2 kemas umah..2 mggu kot x ckop rhat..x sgke pon nk ujan.laz2 aq tpon pakcik yan ngan cik biah.dowg x dpat amek aq..cik biah ade at putrajaya n cik yan ade at umah die..nk pusing blek mmg jauh la.ok..aq relax jek mule2...dok renung ujan tu ble la nk benti..dah lame tgu,aq amek kputusan tgu kat bwah ngan acik guard.ne tau tibe2 ujan benti sat.x jugak.aq nmpak no tepon teksi,t'igt at pesanan pak cik yan,die kate tepon oak cik rahim.so,aq pon tepon lah...die kate ngah tgu org..so,yg aq dgar die kate tgu.nt pak cik dtg...aq pon tgu2 dkat sejam.bengang giler...aq g tgu at tgge uh...tkot2 acik tu x nmpak aq...smbil2 tu aq than la teksi...sume teksi penuh bhai...law ade ksong pon dowg x brenti...sbb,dah nmpak aq bsah kne ujan..kejam ke x kejam?sakit giler aty aq time tu..tp sabar jek..laz2,aq jlan kaki..redah jek lah ujan tu...mmg rse nak nangis guling2 kat situ wei...rase cam hine sgt aq nie smpai teksi pon x nak antar aq..da la jauh...dah tu,dan2 plak ade yg hon n siul2 usik aq...cam bangang...law nk antarkn x pe...nie x,tmbahkn myak petrol lam api jek aq rse time tu.dah smpai kat lrt,aq relax jap...than air mate dr kuar bab aq x nak org kte aq meraih simpati plak kn...muke aq pon dah x reti nk senyum..lantak la law org kte sombong skali pon..mmg dah x de mood...smpai jek tbs,cpat2 bratur.b'syukur sgt wei,ade gak tket blek..tket kol 8.30 mlm.byak ag mse..adelah dlam sejam lbih,aq g tndas keringkn baju aq..nsib sempat kering...n alhamdulillah,aq slamat smpai umah kol 11 lbih2....dkat kol 12 gak la time uh.ntah per la nsib aq smalam..ble pkir blek,tu la cre Allah nak duge aq...nak tgok kesabaran aq thap mane..nak tgok,aq nie cpat mngalah ke x...tp nk tgu teksi tu,mmg aq mngalah...spe than dok b'diri than teksi bwah ujan bro?nsib x demam.cume pening tu x ilang2 smpi skg....rse cam migrain pon ade..ntah la...aslkn aq dppat on9..hehe...

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ptg maghrib td :
aq nk bukak lampu bilik,kjotkn adq aq tu...x psal2,aq t'pijak cmin mate bru die..sumpah wei,aq x sngaje...lgsg x nmpak kot.pas tu adq aq kte mate aq slekeh.mksud die x btol la...die bleh nmpak cmin mte tu,tp aq x.akak aq pon ckap aq b'slah gak...dah tu, aq nk tlong btol kn cmin mte uh,die mrah2 aq...sakit tau x aty aq ble dowg ckap cm tu..seolah2 dowg x pnah wat slah pon...aq rse t'hine giler ble adq aq slahkn mate aq...aq tau la rabun aq trok..power tgi.jgn la slahkn mate aq wei...aq b'doa biar adq n akak aq stu hr nt rse skit aty sme cam aq nt..pngajaran spye x kutok mate aq yg rabun nieh....rse cam nyesal giler blek smlm....arghhh!!!pressure tau x..bile blek,ade jek yg x kne jd kat aq...ntah la..penat nk pkir..pale aq yg blah kiri nie dr smlm asik b'denyut2...hrap2 ok la jap ag..mlas nk mkn ubat.